His so damn sorry

I have accepted the fact, that my husband is a porn addict.  I believe that my husband has actively tried for the last four years to have sex with as many women as possible. Never once did he think of me. Not when we got engaged and certainly not when I was pregnant. I searched for something redeeming, but there was nothing to be found.

There comes a point after D DAY (discovery day), when the hurt caused goes deeper than heart break. Something snaps deep inside and you know that you will never be the same.

I . AM . DIFFERENT

I no longer believe that people are intrinsically good. I now understand that bad things happen to good people, for absolutely no reason at all, except that, thats just how it goes. It has nothing to do with what you deserve - you just happened to be in the wrong place, at the wrong time.

And now he says his sorry. His doing his best, to show me that he cares. I have changed (he says), I will never do it again (he says)  and am sorry I hurt you (he says) and this is how I feel:

 

Now you say you're lonely

You cry the whole night thorough

Well, you can cry me a river, 

cry me a river I cried a river over you

Now you say you're sorry

For bein' so untrue

Well, you can cry me a river,cry me a river

I cried a river over you

You drove me, nearly drove me out of my head

While you never shed a tear

Remember, I remember all that you said

Told me love was too plebeian

Told me you were through with me and

Now you say you love me

Well, just to prove you do

Come on and cry me a river, cry me a river I cried a river over you

I cried a river over you I cried a river over you

I cried a river over you..

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