He failed. The test showed deception for a) have you been a relationship with anyone other than your wife since April 2011 b) have you had sexual intercourse since April 2011 c) Have you been watching pornography without your wife's consent since May 2011.
The polygraphy guy said -3 would show deception. My husband clocked in at -5, -7 and -2 respectively.
HE LIED...
I don't know what to do...
He is swearing his innocence...that he told the truth. that his worked damn hard this last year and his not going to let some machine take it from him.
So do I believe a machine or do I believe my husband?
I just cant believe it. I thought we were doing so well. Dear God please help me. I don't understand what to do anymore. Please show me what I need to do...please.
I think it was Lara...it must be. She is the one I caught him having an affair with. Their offices were right next door to each other. He said they broke it off - but maybe he lied. Maybe he was fucking her everyday until she left to go back to home to fucking germany. Maybe my paranoi that he was chatting to her, while I was recovering in hospital from the birth of our son, wasn't so far from the truth.
I don't know what to believe anymore. I love him so much - why couldn't he just be faithful WHY WHY WHY WHY.
what am i supposed to do now?
XENA!!! No, I'm so sorry! What are you feeling? What are you going to do? Take care of you. Lies suck the life out of you. I can't tolerate even the smallest fib. I'm sure you can't either.
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there is so much conflicting stuff to say, that I will need to post it :-( life is "interesting"...post soon...
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