I think I must...its surprising,since before D Day our marriage felt dead anyway, so I thought maybe we had perhaps had more of a companion relationship than a love relationship...but it turns out that I do love him and it really hurts that it feels like I love him more than he loves me.
If I ever get married again, I am going to marry a seriously ugly dude who would be so grateful he got me that he would never think of straying. Next time I will make sure that the huy loves me more than I love him...
Sending hugs your way.
ReplyDeletedo you still love him?
ReplyDeleteI think I must...its surprising,since before D Day our marriage felt dead anyway, so I thought maybe we had perhaps had more of a companion relationship than a love relationship...but it turns out that I do love him and it really hurts that it feels like I love him more than he loves me.
ReplyDeleteIf I ever get married again, I am going to marry a seriously ugly dude who would be so grateful he got me that he would never think of straying. Next time I will make sure that the huy loves me more than I love him...